massage

i got a massage today, and it was wonderful, it was by a professional for pregnancy and she did awesome but then thirty min after the massage i got a sharp pain in my back below my ribs, so sharp i almost fell over, i had to lay down in the back at work and it didn't get any better so i excused myself home, i got about 2 miles and couldn't make it any further so i pulled into the albertsons parking lot and had to lay down in my car until my husband came to pick me up and take me home. NEVER AGAIN!

19 weeks

first of all i would like to say, BUH! no one told me being pregnant would be uncomfortable. in fact most people told me i would love it! well it stinks i'm gettin fat, and my feet hurt and my back hurts... bwa uhhh! i want my baby now!, still haven't found out the sex 9 more days and countin!! The other day i went out with a friend late at night and i really should have cancelled cause i was soooo tired i could have just put my face on the bar table and slept the night away. we went out to play darts and the bar guy asked what i wanted to drink, well as you know i am preggo so i informed the guy i was preggo and to mix a bunch of juices together and hit me big time! it was yummie but yeah got no real buz from it :( ha ha oh well. next sat i'm going out with husband and friends to a pool hall and maybe their juices there will be better, lol.

I've been looking for a part time job as a receptionist cause i am not doing so well on my feet, i think i stand wrong which just kills my back and feet. so anyway looking for a receptionist job and i would like to make it permanent, cause even after the baby i would like to have a steady income coming in. i never know what i will be making every week now and i hate that, at least with a part time job i can get money and still do hair on the side as a part time maybe weekend job, i just don't want to have to over work myself and begin to hate doing hair.

18 weeks

I'm only a few weeks to see the sex of my baby! this picture was taken 2 weeks ago.

I've felt the baby kick but its more like flutters no real POW here or POW there (thats for you mom)

March 2nd is the anatomy sonogram!

i want summer to come, and its not. sooo depressing! of course i love summer to go swimming and go to the lake and boat rides and i can do none of that, none! so maybe now that i think about it summer will be depressing too. Jimmie and i are trying to find a bigger place but nothing yet! we just really have no baby room. my fav icecream is Rockyroad!! amazing stuff right there. but only braums has the best, i've had marble slab rocky road and it was grose! got a bunch of prego shirts, in fact they're not preggo shirts, they're just size large. i looked the other day at sexy lengeri and tryed on a few larges but none fit sexy like it looks like i'm a drunk whose had way to many beers in her life time! lol

My crib is awsome its a dark cherry wood color, you can see it in the picture above , behind me! ISn't it pretty!

i am 123 lbs now and so far on weight gain schedule. ha ha. of course i can't really control it as well as i'd hope to. infact i'm starvin now so i'm going to go eat! ha ha