12 weeks

Ah yes, well they say life gets easier in the second trimester. well so far that has not been the case, i have been sleepless and groggy, when will it end!!! i have vivid dreams every night and a few nights ago, i had a roller coaster dream, but you're not strapped in, oh no, you just have to hang on for dear life. it was the most thrilling dream ever!!! Then i had a dream the next night that Jimmie got shot at work in the arm and his car saved him, (that was weird) and then when he got out of recovery he put me in a insane asylum. Yeah I've got nothing to say about that dream. (lol)

11 weeks

I am now eleven weeks, so much has happened this week. Jimmie and i went to my doc appointment last fri and the nurse came in and told me to undress put on this robe and left the room in a flash. when coming i had just thought we would do a normal sonagram and me be on my way... well i'm now looking at jimmie like, (she's kidding right... why do i have to get undressed)... but i obey the nurses comand and undress ... i feel very uncomfortable without my shirt so i put my shirt on cause i mean why would he need to look at my small B cups. well the doc comes in and leans me back onto the flat surface and props my feet up into their little holsters and comes up for a feel of my little ladies. i apologized for not removing my shirt and he says no prob. Checked for lumps and went south for a pap... UGH! i hate these, jimmie of course is still sitting in the chair to my right witnessing the raping, i'm sure he was more uncomfortable then i was, well.... maybe not.. and he found the heart beat right away, told me my cervix was nice and thick and told me the bleeding was prob from stress and to take it easy. I am still 117 lbs and still so far the weight gain is at 2 lbs, my bellie is getting bigger though, not much but i was in a size 3 and now must wear a 7 in juniors....WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO!.. he he he

one change i have noticed on my bellie is hair. i look like a bear. a big furry bear!

i have cleaned my room and want to start a collection for my baby... i wish i knew what it was...BUH!

David(my step son) wants a little sister and jimmie wants another boy. we'll see! until next week

10 weeks

I am now ten weeks and am ready for the end or this trimester. Three more weeks! Went back to work today and started bleeding at work again, soooo sick of worrying! My belly doesn't hurt though so not worried yet, but bleeding they say is always something to worry about during pregnancy. I was coloring this womans hair today and almost fainted on her lap, prob b/c i got up late and didn't grab a bite to eat, but 1/2 way through being done with her color ( had one more foil to put in ) broke out in a sweat and excused myself to the back bathroom where i quickly closed the door and took off my shirt and layed on the cold tile floor to suck in as much of that coldness i could. took deep breaths and closed my eyes, a few min later i felt better and slowly got up, put back on my shirt and finished my color. I hate feeling sick!!!
Pee Stick at 3 weeks along! you can barely see the 2nd line

9 weeks

Jimmie thinks blogging is weird, but i don't care i like the fact i can express myself and show you what I'm going through with these up coming months. Jimmie is my husband and we have been married for 9 months now, and yes to make the first year of marriage especially hard we tried for a baby. I had a miscarriage in July of this year and that was a very hard thing i would never wish any woman to ever go through. We tried again when he got back from the army and this one so far is stuck, still of course praying everything continues to stick and stay. I have had my first sonogram and yes took a belly shot,( because this guy at wal-mart asked how far along i was, BUH! I'm only 8 weeks!!! That's when the pic was taken) and so even if its mostly bloating right now i think taking belly shots are normal now and later. I will put my pee stick up and my sono pic up too.



8 Week SONO and 8 Week Belly Shot

On Dec 5th i went in for that sonogram and the baby was measured at 8weeks 6days, that evening i started bleeding and bled for a couple days i knew the doc couldn't do much so Dr Jimmie Stanley put me on bed rest through the weekend and Monday, Monday i called Dr Reyes and he said to come in at 4pm. waited for Jimmie to get off work and we went in. waiting to hear the worst, he quickly picked up a strong heart beat and baby body, he measure the baby and it was measured at 9 weeks and 2 days. perfect... it was growing and still in there. what a thrill!! It is now Dec 11th, Thursday and am feeling good. Nauseous! but not bleeding. :) I have read every every book out there and not sure still what i'll be doing, but OH so eager to have my baby here!